Despite the psychological impact it has on people, I avoid eye contact under any circumstance whatsoever. I don't know. It's not this fear of being judged or anything like. I just find eyes really intimidating and nerve wrecking. In fact, when I was in high school there was this dude who kept looking everywhere when he's bored. At around lunch time, he would stare at everyone, including me. Everyone was okay with that, except me.

Guy was the biggest damn fear ever. Now he kinda dislikes me for it. It's just so hard for me and I can't seem to know why.